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Bolesť je nepríjemná. Zastihne človeka do špiku kostí a drží ho pevne, akoby ho chcela uškrtiť. A tak sa aj človek cíti – zviazaný, uväznený, zranený, zahanbený. Zraniteľnosť a hanba sú možno tie najnáročnejšie a najintímnejšie pocity. Preto sa ich snažíme vo firmách čo najviac zakryť a zastrieť, aby ich nikto nevidel a náhodou neodhalil, že nie sme tak dokonalí, ako sa navonok prezentujeme. Obzvlášť, ak sme vo firme vo vedúcej alebo líderskej pozícii...
Proces odhaľovania môže byť nepríjemný a bolestivý, ako to bolo pri tejto tímovej aktivite aj pre mňa. Zistila som však, že prináša do celého tímu svoje ovocie v podobe väčšej súdržnosti, spolupatričnosti, spolupráce, efektivity, otvorenosti, radosti a láskavosti. Práve cez tú bolesť a hanbu sa rodia tímové drahokamy. Aj v podobe toho, že mi moji ľudia kryjú chrbát, spolucítia moju emóciu, prijímajú ma takú, aká som v tom odhalení a oceňujú moju zraniteľnosť. Moja zraniteľnosť im ukazuje, že aj ja som človek, ktorý robí chyby, niekedy nevie, čo má robiť a niekedy bojuje s rôznymi podnikateľskými alebo osobnými výzvami. Nepotrebujú dokonalú šéfku, stačí im dostatočne dobrá, ktorej záleží na jej tíme, ktorá s nimi rada trávi čas, ktorá si váži a oceňuje ich prácu, ktorá vie povzbudiť a ktorá vie ukázať aj svoju zraniteľnosť.
Pre mňa, ako šéfku spoločnosti, je veľmi ťažké ukázať svoju zraniteľnosť a pocity hanby pred mojim tímom. Chcem predsa pôsobiť kompetentne, rozhodne a byť tou najlepšou šéfkou, ktorá je príkladom pre druhých. Keď som prijala výzvu zúčastniť sa procesu odhaľovania a kalibrácie tímu počas Facet5, išla som do toho dobrovoľne, s ochotou a nadšením. Neočakávala som však, že pre mňa bude tento proces až tak odhaľujúci a prinúti ma ísť s kožou von. Ukázala som svoju zraniteľnosť a dokázala som si priznať, že mám isté rezervy a je čo zlepšovať. O to viac si však uvedomujem, že je dôležité otvárať aj náročné témy v tíme. Tie môžu byť rôzne, určite aj vy presne viete, ktorých tímových kostlivcov držíte radšej zamknutých v skrini. Či už je to komunikácia o tom, čo nefunguje, alebo niečo bolestivé, čo povedala kolegyňa, poprípade správanie kolegu, ktoré všetci tolerujú, ale všetkým lezie na nervy. Pre mňa je najťažšie hovoriť o vlastnom prežívaní a emóciách, ktoré sú pre mňa náročné alebo povedať to, čo cítim v určitých momentoch, keď je to pre mňa citlivé. Je to nepríjemný pocit, ako keby som sa pred celým tímom vyzliekla donaha. A to je predsa zahanbujúce! Pracujem na tom, no i napriek tomu je pre mňa zakaždým neuveriteľne ťažké hovoriť o svojich emóciách, ukázať hnev, smútok alebo frustráciu. Pre každého je to niečo náročné – či už pre lídra alebo pre ostatných v tíme. A keďže sa snažíme vyhýbať bolesti, hanbe a zraniteľnosti, radšej tieto témy v tíme neotvárame. 